Thursday, January 27, 2005
gt my komfooter todae!!! weeeee~
but ektuali..cnt do nitg mac...
d one i wanted to tok w aint here...
hmmm...
gtting used to dis com...
felt so awkward in adapting..
js lyk lyf...
gtsta go... terra...
Posted at 1/27/2005 10:48:54 pm by MiSsi`EzY
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Friday, December 10, 2004
its all bt karma... hahas
nihws.. nw at rai2 hse.. using comfooter.. yeps.. miss me nts arh?
im... nt so fine.. but pretending to be... afta days of d karma song happen.. hahas..
wad a slap.. ive been nt literally slappd enuff.. no nid to slap me continously aite...
Life :-
Love
Never been better.. but been worst... nt gona tok bt it..
Work
workg at jp toys r us ppls.. money gd.. werkg staff nvironment oso nt bads.. meets loadsa new pps.. from young to old.. white to dark.. geeks to intellectuals.. loads arh.. 2 days oni gt bangla kacau.. u noe!! scary siak.. TERattract sala kind... haiyoyo..
Friends
gttg close to all me frens.. esp dos whu r nt reli close n dos whu r close n dos whu r nt at all clos... i dunno laa.. konfusi.. hahas..
Family
Gttin less less tym to spen quality tym..
dts it arh.. terra..
Posted at 12/10/2004 4:49:59 pm by MiSsi`EzY
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Tuesday, August 17, 2004
well.. today.. i went out as usual.. and missed 188! dats one unlucky thing.. den i wanted to take taxi but ders none in sight.. i came late to skul and get detention.. blughs.. but at least i gt HS to accompany.. hees.. d8 on thurs ey.. hahas.. =D
d day gt worst.. i gt nervous.. and i felt sooooooo.. horrible.. as today i gt oral and everything seems to b buggin me mind... lit lesson.. sentimental songs made me FEEL WORST!! amirah calmed me down.. telling me abt her experience ytd and all..
i tot i was okay.. while waiting all of us were super crazy.. indian dance practice, yam seng yam seng.. typing and all.. haix.. din expect me to b nervous and kan chong at the rong tym.. i cudnt find d words.. everyhting jus wen "blank".. my pts arent sufficient.. and I doesnt substantiate my pts.. i depend on their prompts too much.. haix.. dey laffed wen i tok bt egocentric guys.. which isnt my kinda guy.. hmps.. i inserted sum feminists side of mine.. shudnt haf done dt.. blughs..
i really think i did badly wen i left d room... i came down running.. err.. and saw jorris aishah min ying.. i came yakking at dem.. whining abt my oral.. err.. i msgd khai and zai.. n went looking for zai.. tot i cud complain to him.. hmm.. but nowhere to be found.. went back to sit wit minying all.. and broke down.. wen i cnt tok and i cant let my feelings out.. i will start tearing.. typical me.. hmm.. den minying and jorris were so nice.. made me laffed w deir lame jokes.. hees~ picked myself up again and followed dem to buy bubble tea.. and we played d $1 thing.. gt MONKEYS!! so nicee.. hehee.. we wer all laffing and laffing.. hmm had a gr8 tym... im gg to treasure d monkey loads.. =)
den studied with jorris at nyt... argh... i still feel horriblee.. i betta let everyhting out before i let it out on someone..
Posted at 8/17/2004 11:23:19 pm by MiSsi`EzY
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Sunday, August 15, 2004
In d morning, started off pretty okay.. BUT tiring.. went to imm @ 10 in d morn to buy LOADSA groceries..
then @ 2 went to civic centre wit rai2 to study.. n ders dis two siblings sat wit us.. den deir lil bro came and lyk crawled on the table to his sister who was on the other side.. cute.. his butt was facing muah face.. haha.. i felt lyk pushin his butt.. so he will fall!! hahaha.. so menace.. hahas..
well afta dat.. went to HIP HOP FEST nearby!! so many mats n minahs.. i njoyd d rap battle.. woahh so kewl , hafta like shout in each others ears.. hahas.. sooo LOUDDD!! hahas.. but den afta d rap battle.. 2 peeps whu dun agree wit each other .. confronted wen dey went outta stage.. almost fite..~ me n rai was lyk oh no.. yeaa.. denn.. we contd watching..
hmm but i still prefer ROCK!! yeaaa baby~ hees.. hmm.. imma rock chique.. hahaas.. [prasaan!]
went hme with zai.. hees.. sorry laa sayang.. din wan to make u pissed off.. jus kidding ard n makin u feel jealous.. hees.. =\ tui pu chi DARLINg~!
ahhh.. my back is soo painful noww.. hmm.. carried a heavy sling bag i guess.. sheesh..
cant wait for tmr... hmm.. WHO'LL GET THE BEST DRESS?! haahs.. i hope dey announced or smtg.. SO KEWL!! hahas.. =D
ytd... was fun too.. gt dis career wkshp thingey.. we gtsta dress up lyk real office workers.. zai syafiq qamarul were totally.... WOW! dey r different.. lyk sooooo drop dead gorgeous.. hees.. =D n garrick too!! woaahh.. he n his coat.. its lyk woaah..bigg bosss.. hees.. raihanah.. yea.. she dressed well.. naiss..very girrly hees.. as for me..jus as i arrived at skul.. i saw dt my blouse was d same as juli's... hmm.. dat bad? i guess so.. but hahas.. sum fren of mine said i look betta in it.. hahahahs..thank you darlings!! so KEMBANG.. hees.. klaarrhh dts it.. adieus.. ey..
Posted at 8/15/2004 10:23:18 pm by MiSsi`EzY
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Saturday, August 14, 2004
I know that you don't feel for me
The way I feel for you.
We're good friends, I value that,
There's nothing you need do.
But as a friend I need to tell you
What is in my heart.
An unsaid truth is like a wall,
Keeping us apart.
My love for you will go nowhere,
Will just remain with me.
I'll hold it in my quiet arms
And feel it constantly.
---> Nice poem ryt.. specially dedicated to meself!! hurrhurrhurr.. actuallie.. to mere grrlfrend..
today nutting much tho' its friday the 13th..!! talkd to mira bt wad she wants and that changed her mood..cos din getta c sweeheart for months.. den went hme n chatted on msn.. told mi bt his presence on laz sunday.. blughs! everything that we did was total opposite!! he was on d left and me on d ryt.. hmpp.. fate..destiny..we arent fated.. and i cant get over it.. blughs!!! went for nyt study.. hmm.. so-so laa.. no matter where i go.. i think im better off alone ah..
oh ya oh ya.. no one watched DIA at suria.. but grrrrrllsss do watch k.. hahas.. d actors soooooooooooooooo KIUTT!! hees.. d show... vry thursday @ 9.30pm.. yeps yeps yeps..
argh i dunno wad to wear for tmr!!!!! but im sure dt i will wear makeup!!!! ahhhh so kull!!
I know well I have no right to love him.
I gave up, and now he's just a fren.
But I cant stop myself from thinking about him,
even tho' that's not wad I intend to do.
Posted at 8/14/2004 12:51:03 am by MiSsi`EzY
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Tuesday, August 10, 2004
fireworks.. kerbaaabommm!!
"When i fell in love with you,
i fell in love with the best.
When i gave my heart to you,
it could never go to anyone else.
I'm glad i fell in love with you
and love you as much as i do
because no one else in the world
could give me a love so good."
hmmmm... on sunday i went out!! weehee.. dragged my cousins whu came to mi hse and my sister to see firework!! i pestered her like hell man.. hahas.. u cant imagine how tiring it was..
it was soo packed.. so we walked into the esplanade through the undergrd carpark.. heess.. gt police..!!
so met up wit zai.. we wore d same color shirt!! heehs.. how coincident.. we din plan it k.. and squeeeeezzzzzzeeeeeeedddd our way thru those millions and millions of ppl.. im exxageratin heree.. hehes..
nihw.. d firewerks was nice.. to ray:- gt lilac!!! i think dey use d chemistry method ah dt wong cp show us.. hahas.. vrything was nice.. h8 d sound tho' it reminds me of war.. so scawiee...
den watched triple noize.. "rock ya body body,, shake ya body body" hahahas.. gt d hang of it actuallie.. nice rhythm.. feel laik wanna dance on d spot.. den rai n lala came.. hees.. my cus say dey look like hmm.. siblings..but den again.. dey look cute together wen told dey wer together.. hmm.. if dey look cute.. wad bt me!? hahaha.. den rai2 saw loadsa ppls frm bbss.. n i didnt..!! hmps..
did u watched singapore idol??!! wahh... d ppl is a total fool.. hmm.. well sum are good.. hahas.. and the judges totally sarcASTIC.. ders dis stripper.. hahas.. i think no pubs wud wan him at all.. hahas.. hmm.. but it was a nice reality show.. hmm.. issit reality? hahahas..whhose d banana man nex episode!! watch eat k!!
Posted at 8/10/2004 8:06:17 pm by MiSsi`EzY
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Saturday, July 31, 2004
i want to curse and swear.......
......but thank god i couldnt bring myself to do it..
haix.......
so much for releasing my stress..
so much for not coming to skul..
so much for chatting with him back again..
so much for being darn elated..
so much for knowing abt it..
so much for missing ppl reaction..
so much for believing..
so much for trusting..
so much for having faith in them.
so much for everything...
everything that brings me down..
everything that breaks me into pieces..
everything but nothing..
i also dont know what im writing.. hmm..
Thank god..
I turned to you..
when i felt so terrible..
and all i could do was to sit and cry..
Maybe you didnt knew the real situation..
but least a part of ur msg touched me..
You made me feel whole again..
and I thank you for that..
Posted at 7/31/2004 12:25:24 am by MiSsi`EzY
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Monday, July 26, 2004
woof2.. nt someone i lyk tho..
hola..
recently woof2 has been staring one kind at me..
blughs.. and lala took pic with woof2.. makin rai2..soo darn pissed..
whu doesnt.. its okay laa to take pics with grrls.. but not pretty ones..
well woof2 nt THAT pretty.. she's plain simple yet...i dunno.. jambu..
was talking bt jambu lawah sweet and ayu with khai mira rad at hml..
dos whu r jambu.. are bimbos.. no brains.. but gt d looks.. hmm..lyk woof2..
ironically woof2 gt d brains ah.. hahas.. but im better off den her altho' im a lil less intelligent den her..
blughs.. she look at me one kind lo... staring..smiling..i dunno hw to put it in words.. i dunno.. but whateva it is.. her voice jus irks me.. just her voice.. luckily nt her face.. so high pitch.. and she always blabber lo..talk non stop.. nothing to talk oso talk.. can anione like PUHLEASE SHUT HER UP!hehs.. m i whining bt woof2 here? well shal stop here..
Posted at 7/26/2004 7:40:14 pm by MiSsi`EzY
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Monday, July 19, 2004
From left: Dunno whu. EZAD! ALONG! dunno whu.
(basically all not gd looking i dunno =>)
Seperti Dulu
Selalu ku mengharapkan kau akan segera pulang
Kau baik seperti dulu
Menghapuskan rindu yang sering menghantuiku
Semenjak kau datang di hatiku sayang
Semua resahku hilang
Diriku bukanlah seorang yang mudah
Menyerahkan cinta semudah kata
Ku dambakan cinta indah seperti dulu
Kerna cintaku tak pernah rasa jemu
Biar hati bimbang aku terus menunggu
Benar ku tahu kau tak pernah jauh
Kau di hatiku
Di hari yang datang janganlah kau ulang
Lukai hatiku sayang
Aku pun bukanlah seorang yang bisa
Menggantikan cinta sekelip mata
Aku inginkan cinta kita seperti dulu
Kerna cintaku tak mudah rasa jemu
Biar hati bimbang aku terus menunggu
Dan aku tahu kau tak pergi jauh
Kau dihatiku
nice song, nice rhythm, nice tune with a super nice voice! =S heehz.. latest song is "percayakan siti" very nice.. cute videoclip too.. esp Ezad! heehz.. all deir HIT songs never ever fades. their lyrics are just sooo JIWANG! and suit any current situations in any ppl love lyf. =) heard frm d radee oh dat derz gonna b a music carnival on d 8th of august.. aegyptie, force vomit.. sum local bands will be der.. & cant wait for RACIAL HARMONIE DAY!! weehee.. gonna dress TO KILL!! okies dat iz. wanna indulge in Ezad's voice..< but dun worry ur voice still and always d bez Syg! > muacks pippols!
Posted at 7/19/2004 7:40:25 pm by MiSsi`EzY
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Friday, July 16, 2004
Get Out, (leave) right now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
Now once upon a time in a small world
It was everything that I dreamed of
He was my gem and I was his pearl
Nothing could come between us
A prince charming to call my own
Until the day that he broke my heart
And left me wonderin all alone
Pickin my mind and soul apart
Boy you gotta make up your mind
Cause you're runnin out of time
If you can stop playin games
Then maybe my feelings would change
If thats the way you want it
Then thats how it's gonna be
Cause I gotta keep on movin
You can't keep confusin me
Posted at 7/16/2004 12:36:39 am by MiSsi`EzY
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